Six years. 
So much can change in 6 years.
So much learning and so much growth. I’ve learned that getting divorced sucks but being divorced is a whole new world of freedom. 6 years ago when I was barely breathing and trying to hold it together while my world fell apart I could never have even imagined a night like last night.
But when you learn the art of manifestation from your son, you learn that life can be an amazing adventure.  
Learning to move forward has been the biggest blessing and taken me places I never thought possible.  I take none of it for granted. 
On a cool fall evening, I sat at a table along the Chicago river. I took a deep breath and took it all in. The table was filled with the most accomplished women. I was honored to be sitting with them and now blessed to call them all friend.  These women teach me to own my story and the chapter I am currently writing.  They teach me that I am not only deserving of love but I am worthy of all the good that comes to me in my life.  They teach me that in order to continue to move forward, I must embrace the next steps. They teach me that growth is scary but I need to not just lean in to saying yes more often but jump in, saying “Fuck Yes”!
At the head of the table was a woman who  saw something in me years ago and thought I deserved to be at that table.  She taught me to ‘just be a mom.’ She taught me to trust myself. She teaches my every day that I still have a long way to go, a lot to learn and a lot of goals that need accomplishing. She is teaching to say #FuckYes to life a lot more often(and  Hell No to the couch). For that and so much more,  I am forever grateful. 

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